Today felt both good and a little off-keel. But I'm always off-keel when trying to adjust my life schedule to accommodate new needs.
I titled this post off of a video sent to me by the 'guys'. It was actually Miss M.W. doing the video and I felt that everything she said about risks was spot on. Risk failure? Yes. But you also risk success. And more. It was a perfect video to watch first thing in the morning to match the work I am doing today in SFM (Six Figure Mentors). I also want to say that I have a mindset now that I don't fail. Failure simply does not describe anything in my life. Not past, not present, not future. I've learned a lot of lessons, yes. I've had to regroup a lot. But none of it is failure. Now with this new opportunity, I intend to follow through with everything I am learning and apply it. If for some reason I don't continue with this particular system (I can't imagine that, I'm pretty excited), it will be because of a decision I make about what is best for me. I'm not just going to stop and give up. I will figure out what I need to figure out and persist in it.
So today was beginning and getting a lot of the way through what is called Module 2 and Blueprint in SFM. So it's a lot of work in mindset and understanding my goals. It's the right place to start, but I'll be honest because it just makes me impatient because I feel like I've already done this work which is why I encountered SFM in the first place because my goals and mindset were ready. But it's nothing that can't be improved with review and tweaking and seeing how Stuart Ross and Jay Kubassek think about things.
At night I attended a live webinar with Stuart. Nothing huge to report on that but it was nice to see a lot of other seekers there (about 100) and also to see Stuart go into some more the dashboard and capabilities of the system that I have yet to explore.
I was on the phone with my mom today too and telling her a little about it. My mom is a steadfastly encouraging person. She would never tell me I can't or shouldn't do anything. She trusts me with my own judgment and plus she thinks I'm rockstar and the twinkle in her eye. Yes, I have that kind of mom. But I still find myself with a certain down-playing tone in my voice when I talk about this--I hold back from full excitement and make it sound like "well here Jenn goes again" so that I guess if I don't do so well that it was just an experiment. Instead of meaning as much as it does to me. I even knew ahead of time I might sound like that, and I wished not to, but still it came out with that tone. So I don't know. I'm always a little afraid of certainty, at least out loud to other people.
See you tomorrow.

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